The South Will Rise Again

cutieboi4life @ 2005-08-18T13:42:00

2005-08-18T17:59:07Z

i havent updated in a while because ive been crying so much. Im also running out of black lipstick. why does god hate me. my mom told me to clean my room today when i told her last week i would do it. WHY DOESNT ANYONE TRUST ME?? how come whenever i put a sentence in this journal the next sentence is a question?!?!?!?

PENIS!!!

cutieboi4life @ 2005-04-02T12:00:00

2005-04-02T17:27:41Z

all of you are WRONG!!!

GOD DOES HATE ME!!!!

if god doesnt hate me, why am i so worthless and fugly. If god doesnt hate me, how come no one cares for me. because when i say no one cares about me, its 100% true. that means that none of my 200 friends dont care about me, never cared about me, and will never care about me. dont forget that my parents also dont give a shit about me. they only pay 9 thousand dollars a year for me to learn (thats $36,000 after four years), give me a place to sleep and eat. now if god really hated me, he would make my parents charge me for meals and housing (dont get any ideas god)

the other day bob told me that he was mad at me. WHY DOES EVERYBODY ON THIS PLANET HATE ME!?!?!?!?

oh wait, bob is one person, not the entire population, hes a fag, and he doesnt even exist. if everyone hated me, that would mean you hate me, and thats impossible. heres a list of all the people that dont hate me:

fuck. i guess everyone does hate me, i know i hate myself, but i dont know why. you can talk to me about it, but it wont change anything. especially if im pissed at you for a reaon i dont even know. you can call me and well talk for hours and ill act like nothing happened. im looking forward to it.

oh shit. maybe because i annoy the hell out of people by telling them that my life sucks so much because i make it shitty and that i make no attempt to make it better and all i do is sit on my ass and complain and bitch to other people who might want to help but after a while they get pissed at me. why do they get pissed at me. why does god hate me. why does everyone hate me.

cutieboi4life @ 2005-03-16T16:11:00

2005-03-16T21:12:28Z

brad didnt pay 100% attention to me. im considering suicide :)

cutieboi4life @ 2005-03-14T17:18:00

2005-03-14T22:27:10Z

i had the best idea today, i'll put this in my diary and my xanga and my live journal and tell my dog and cut it into my arm, but i will never tell anyone this to their face or on the phone or anything, im too much of a pussy. you know they have those unplanned parenthood thigns? well what if they had unplanned suicide cetners. i mean, my life sucks so much, i could be walking down the street and i trip on a rock and the next thing i know my mouth landed on a bottle of pain killers. and if there was an unplanned suicide center own the street, i could go there and then someone could listen to my nonsense on how my life sucks.

cutieboi4life @ 2005-03-12T14:06:00

2005-03-12T19:06:39Z

Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	55

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PROOF FOR ALL YOU DOUCHES

2005-02-08T02:02:42Z

TRUE STORY OK...

tenenbomber06: yo sup
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: hello Dan...
tenenbomber06: wan2hang2nite??
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: eh tonights not gonna work
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: i have to babysit my brother
tenenbomber06: alright
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: yea...
tenenbomber06: dude...you dont have a brother, whats wrong?
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: i dont wanna talk about it
tenenbomber06: ??? are you mad at me
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: idk, its hard 2 explain if u no what i meen
tenenbomber06: no i dont, please explain God.
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: well basically, i hate you. you suck at life, i would know.
tenenbomber06: :( i dont understand i thot we were friends
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: no yorue a douche
tenenbomber06: no, YOURE the douche
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: youre a douche
tenenbomber06: youre such a douche
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: DOUCHE DOUCHE DOUCHE DOUCHE DOUCHIE PANTS!! XP XP XP
tenenbomber06: GRRRR!!!!! >:( God, why do you always have to be right
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC: because im God. dont talk to me id rather spen much more time with....YOUR MOM!!!!
LiLjEhOvAhDuDe6BC has signed off at 4:05 P.M.

yea so those of you who dont beleive me, god hates me

cutieboi4life @ 2005-02-07T20:39:00

2005-02-08T01:40:10Z

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cutieboi4life @ 2005-02-06T00:26:00

2005-02-06T05:41:12Z

sam really really really really really really really needs to realize that what he did made me kinda upset and that i want an apology!!!!! if yew dint kno, sam lyke did a frendship-nono (that means throw the red flag!!!!1) probly no one agrees with me, and ill never explain to sam that what he did makes him a douche, but thats all he is, a douche. douche douche douche douche douche. gregor is a weird name.

onto my next "friend" (the quotation marks are sarcastically implying that this next person is really not my "friend" so i call this person my "friend" because i dont want to make this person think that i am actually mad at them for something i cant even explain. anywho, it all started back at lunch when SOMEONE TOOK A SIP OF MY WATER (coughcoughROBERTcoughcoughyoufuckingdouche) yea. this kid thinks hes the shit so he sits down and what does he do?????/ he fucking takes my cup after asking me for a sip. (i said yes by the way i blinked when i said it he should have obviously figured out that i was lying) the douche then takes the biggest sip i have ever seen. he probly even tok 3 ice cubes with that sip, thats how big the douche's sip was. god. youve got to be kidding me if you think im avtually going to tell him that i am a little, i mean TOTALLY PISSED OFF AND AM THAT CLOSE TO GOING ON A KILLING SPREE WATCH YOUR ASS ROBERT. i wont go to him about it, problems are supposed to be put aside so that later after it keeps happening a giant explosion of hate and probly some racism will be thrown in there.

god. this next one takes the cake guys. for those of you still reading this, you havent gotten to the best yet. the best is coming next. right after i finish this sentence and tell you that the best part is next, which is now. ok so god told me that he hates me. the end.

cutieboi4life @ 2005-01-29T19:23:00

2005-01-30T00:32:07Z

just so u know im now stricly using this journal to talk shit about other people behind their backs becuase its the manly thing to do.

heres my logic:

1. why should i talk to someone about a problem i have with them when i can just write it in my live joural?

2. im too much of a pussy to say something bad about you to your face, so i write it in my live journal.

3. its my journal, meaning my thoughts and feelings. since when did your opinion matter. if you want to talk to me, please sink to my level and reply to me in my live journal please and DONT come talk to me personally. ill have to act like nothing happened.

4. you dont have to read it, even if it concerns you. im not forcing you to. im only saying stuff about you that you would want to prove to me that its not true, which will probly make anyone feel obligated to just read it even tho i told them they dont have to read it in the first place.

5. if i confuse you, kiss my ass!

HOPPERS OF GRASS FACTS THAT YOU DIDNT KNOW!!!!!

2005-01-19T23:10:40Z

when you listen to mmmBop turn the volume all they way up u hear my mom in the background yell "turn it down!" and then u hear austin say, "your mom says turn it down"

also

on "the perfect booty" turn the volume all the way up and youll hear nick say "theres girls raping each other outside there"

o o o dear!!!

sup dog

2005-01-19T15:46:55Z

if i was chinese i would talk like this:

watchaaaa!!!! hiya!!!! chikkin fryed rice!!!!!! sing chou lo mein lu pang ting tang wallawallaheenaa!!!!!!
ping ping po ping kamakaze ching chang sing sang sung william hung pi pi pinus!!!! ching ho dye chopstick!!!!

amen

cutieboi4life @ 2005-01-18T21:56:00

2005-01-19T02:56:25Z

(1) Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
(2) I will then tell what song(s) remind(s) me of you.
(3) Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity, animated or otherwise.
(4) Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
(5) Put this in your journal.

do it

poll

2005-01-16T05:22:37Z

should nick start a live journal?? yes or yes??

cutieboi4life @ 2005-01-13T20:38:00

2005-01-14T01:39:22Z

and im robbin niggas like shaquille
this shit is real
when its time to eat a meal
i rob and steal.
and for the bread and butter
i leave niggers in the gutter

word to your mother im dangerous
crazier than a bag of fuckin angel dust
and when i bust my gap
mother fuckers take dirt naps

do it bitches

2005-01-14T00:42:00Z

Am I ...

Ugly? :

Fat? :

Kind? :

Loud? :

Shy? :

Weird? :

Selfish? :

Ghetto? :

Crazy?:

Nice? :

Mean? :

Immature? :

Rude? :

Cool? :

Brat? :

Stupid? :

Caring? :

Mature? :

A friend? :

More than a friend? :

Talkative? :

Boring? :

Beautiful? :

Creative? :

Smart? :

A flirt? :

Slutty? :

A psycho? :

Athletic? :

Confusing? :

Sweet? :

Mood swings?

Annoying? :

Funny? :

Hyper? :

Laid back? :

Perfect? :

JUST SOME QUESTIONS

1. What is my phone #?:

2. (a) Do u think I'll get married?:

(b) If u do..who do u think I'll marry?:

3. When is my birthday?:

4. Who is my best friend?:

5. Where did we meet?:

6. Have you ever had a dream about me?:

7. If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:

8. Describe me in 3-5 words:

wow!!!!

2005-01-13T18:45:22Z

ok zo exams werent so bad 2day but i left all my books at school so i couldnt like study. soooo i went in early and like fuckin studied. did pretty well id say. catch yall on the flip side, chillaxin to the max with my H-dawgz, look for an update tonight bitches.

hoyl shit

2005-01-13T03:09:43Z

ok so i changed the thing so its not gay anymore instead of coming off like a fag you can now tell by the layout of my live journal (live journals 4 lyfe!!!!) im a badass. i can now update this bitch like no other. expect like 5 or 6 or 7 updates a day ferom ur boy, holla back, skeet skeet.

welcome bitches

2005-01-13T02:49:07Z

holler at your boi danni!